Sorry, for myself...

The last days I have felt very sorry for myself, I couldn't see all the positive things in life, felt that life was unfair, poor me and way me, what have I done to deserve this?

All this negative thoughts have ruined some beautiful days in my life, why do this happen way do I fall into this self-pity and way do I use a bauteful sunny day to break my down? there must be some meaning of all that,  is it to make me more thankful, to make me look at how other people have to struggle for their lives, if that's the case, then  then you got me,  I have thought about all of this and it has made me realize how great my life is.

 I had forced  myself out of this thoughts, make a positive list” of my life:

My health is getting much better.

I have never taken so good care of myself.

My husband loves me and I love him.

My children are all doing good in their lives.

I have wonderful crandchildren.

I have a home where I feel that I am safe.......

The list is endless, I know this was good for my that has been a wake-up call for me, not to give up, keep on remained myself how wonderful life is and how thankful I can be for all of this wonderful thinga in my life. 

It was not easy so much can I tell you my husband Was very helpful in this situation and pointed out  all the great things in my life it really helps to have someone who loves you and can be there for you and I am really fighting to stay positive, happy and feeling unique 

JUST LOVING MYSELF AS I AM.

We all have our op and downs in life, but we must never be impatient with our self, never forget to love our self, we are whort all the good and great things in life.

🤗

I'm unique..

Have you ever thought about that you are unique, there is no one like you or me,  no matter how much you dislike or disliked yourself you are unique, isn't that fabulous, I love the thought of it, I'm proud and happy to be me. Now when there is so much body - worship, it's very important that you love yourself as you are, don't try to be someone else that doesn't make you happy that I promise you, the thought of me being unique makes me happy.

LOVE YOURSELF - BE HAPPY 😊

Who sitting on your front row?

For many years ago a wise women told me that I could choose who is sitting on my front row, it has to be someone I think I can trust and would be okay with having so close to me, I really can trust and they trust me.

Believe me it's not easy to find such people I have so many times been disappointed when I've put al my trust in people, letting them sitting on the front row, but then I discover that they aren't worthy of of my trust, I was very naive, to think that everyone has the same understanding about friendship trust and loyalty as I have.

Now when I know this,  I'm very careful about how and whom I associate with, everyone has the same opportunity, but in the end it is me that chooses who sits in my front row.

Be the boss in your life that gives you freedom to choose🤗

Disagreements...

I have been thinking about how often we disagree with one another it can be about everything, big and small issues, I wonder what it is that does it so important for us to convince people that our opinion is the only one that is right, way can we not have respect for the fact that we can never all have the same opinion, that is what gives our life diversity, is the beauty in it. 

We can always be agree with friends and family to be disagree.

But you can always change your mind.

Showing respect and listen gives you peace of mind.

Peace be with you 🤗

Life goes to many directions..

Like I said before, then life goes in many directions, and that is what my life has done. I always thought the grass was greener on the other side, I needed to calm down and make peace with myself to understand, no matter how hard I try to look for the perfect place, perfect people, make a perfect home, be admaiert for all this perfecion, no matter how hard I worked, I  did not achieve what I was looking for, I was not happyer, or liked myself more, I fanily realized that I  had to stop and take a deep breath, look instead at myself my inner me, what was going on there why could I never relax and enjoy the place, people and the beauty of now and here.

We all have our past, that can bee all kinds of things we have experienced and this experiences makes us whom we are, it can take a long time to work through all this experiences, perhaps they are very bad, something that is hard to think about something that you are trying to forget, but for my it was  necessary to go through all this bad experiences and of course there where some good ones, the journey beings with this.

It has been a long and hard journey for my but I'm happy, I'm in peace with myself, I know that  my life will never be better than the effort I but in it.

No matter where life brings me  then I will be happy enjoying life.

Make peace with yourself, then it really does not matter were you put your feet down,

Take the next step...

My confort zone

All my life I have been a perfectionist which has preventet me in doing things I have dreamed of
I`m afraid to step out of my confort zone, admit that I can do mistakes, for me it was better not to do this things then perhaps to some mistake and try to learn from them, you can always start again. How often  have I said these words to my children.
  This last month I have realy pushed myself out for my confort zoon, it`s been hard but at the same time amazingly rewarding and I have supriset myself.
I`s giving life another color, a very bright color I know I can, and what is the worst that can happen, it`s on my responsanility to explore my borders, and to get as much out of life that I can.
This perfectionist proplem is not only about things I would like to do, it`s also about feelings, my body, how I approach people, so it`s every aspect of my life.
Do you dare to step out of your confort zone, I`m telling you it`s worth it.
JUST DO IT 🤗

Loneliness...

I have always been afraid to be alone, be lonley thats somthing that is so scary and no one wish to be, but now when I have hat the possibility to be alone, it`s just me the whole day, and you know what it`s not that bad at all, I actually enjoyed it. I now can give myself time to do things I always have whantet, whithout apologizing myself, I have had time to mark my feelings, sow my self care, patience uesd all the time for my self.

That what scared my have now give me peace of mind, I can relax just whith myself and that It`s liberating, I enjoy my company even though I alsow enjoy beeing whith other people.

Try some alone time, LOVE YOUR SELF 🤗

Dreams.....

Dreams everyone has to have dreams otherwise life will be boring and colorless, dreams keeps me alive trough hard time, gives me energy to keep on, I belive that dreams can of course, become a reality if you put all your energy and positivity into fulfilling them. Dreaming can be the beginning of a wonderful life, never underestimate what you are abel to do, 

IT ALL STARTS WHITH A DREAM

Have a dream day🤗

Take a step....

I`ve  been thinking how important it`s to listen to your heart every time you take a new step into the future, sometimes it can be hard to do, decisions must be taken and you my be under pressure, you feel you dont have time to stop and take a breathe and listen to your heart, 

But now when I have given myself time to look back at this decisions that I have taken without listening to my heart they all have been a mistake, that I have had to face and take responsibility for.

So now I stop breathe and listen to what my heart tells my.

Thake my word for it, everyone should do that before they take new decisions / steps in life.👣