We are getting there....

I am so hopeful, happy and excited for the opening of our community I feel like we have done so well this past month, people have shown that they take responsibility for their fellow citizens and that's something to be proud of I think, don't you?

Now, what have you been doing in this lockdown? This is what I have accomplish,

Someone had thrown these wonderful chairs away, 

 ONE'S TRASH IS ANOTHER ONE’S GOLD

I took them home, glued and screwed together and then I painted them in this beautiful Azure blue color, I felt a little French atmosphere in the garden with that color.

I have also been gardening a lot, for the first time I have a greenhouse which is built from old windows there I have found peace and quiet and I can stay there for long time.

And here you can see my glory, I'm doing a lot of mistakes in the growing process but also some good things, I learn from the mistakes and I don't get annoyed, just like everything you start in life you will do mistakes but I take them as a process in the learning.

Next time I will show you what I have done to try to attract bee to my garden, some kind of a

BEE FRIENDLY FLOWER PLACES🌸🌸🐝🐝

That's also something new and I have no idea if it's going to be a success, time will tell ❤️

Until next time, stay save💖

There is a light at the end of the coronavirus.....

Now when the sun is shining and the trees are blooming I really feel like there's a light at the end of this horrible coronavirus, and how important is that ‼️We will conquer this and rise again stronger than ever with more sympathy, compassion, more love and understanding for others, I believe after all we gone through, we will be better than before to recognize the needs of others and take care of each other.

We have to make something good come out of this, don't let it defeat us.

🌱

I know there are many some have lost their loved ones and I can't tell you how sorry I'm for their loss, all my love and condolences to them may God be with them 🙏 

Stay strong and safe and love one another 

❤️

Keep the positive.....

 

Picture taken at Jægersborg Deerpark. 

Dear friends I have to admit that I really have to use all the resource to maintain the posetive and good mood this days, feel like I have done everything I possible can here at home, how much can one clean, was, orden your closets, plant everything that is ok to plant at this time of the year, go for walk everyday with the dog (that I do anyway, virus or not) so now I realy have to use my creativet to keep myself over the water, and hold out this isolation, but at the same time, I'm very brought to live in a country that is dealing with this horrible virus in a very effective way, taking it seriously and having press meetings often enough so that we feel that we all are helping each other out of this difficult situation.  

The danish people love to meet and have it "hyggeligt" like they say, and always when they meet friends they give a big hug, they are very sincere and open in communication, so for them to keep a distance not touching I believe is hard for them, I really hope that after all this they will continue to give big hugs and be open and sincere, for that is what I like so much about them, but of course we all have to keep the hygiene in the highest and thats only good for us all, but keep on hugging and making this fantastic "hyggelige" times together its so important to maintain happiness.

Stay save out there lots of hugs from me to you💓

This times....

Hello all my wonderful friends out there ❤️ I really hope you are well and all your loved ones 🙏 

This times, is a extreme wake up call for all of us, in various forms of things, suddenly we have a lot of time to be together with our loved ones we are locked in our home where we suddenly have to be all day long, that is challenging for many of us, we are not used to have so much time together ❤️

I urge you to use this time to get to know one another in a new way, be playing together, be silent together, make jokes, dance make some training together be creative make things from martial you used to through out 🎉

We will come through this together and when we do I think it is so important for us that we maintain those positive things that have brought us together, get something good out of this horrible virus, 

don't let it defeat us❤️

Take care of one another, show respect and a lot of love ❤️ 

What's your dream?...

Do you have dreams about your life?  How you can do things better, be a better wife, mother, friend or perhaps to be better at thinking about the environment, thats beautiful, we can always try to be the best version of ourselves🤗 

It's just one thing about dreams, and that is, are you dreaming your dream? or are you chasing a dream that doesn't belong to you? This question coming from a very wise and lovely nun, made me think, are my dreams my dreams? do my dreams fill my heart with joy and happiness, when they come true, yes it does I really appreciate the life I have now,  I really feel that my life has a purpose, that is so satisfyin, gives me peace so I can concentrate  on the day I'm given and be in the moment, and give up the need of what happens tomorrow,.   

KEEP YOUR DREAM ALIVE  ✨❤️  

So it's time to come back....

I'm back better than ever, feeling glad, hopeful and full of expectations for the new year 2020 it is going to be a great year that I am sure of, and I really hope you all have the same feeling about 2020. 

Now it's going to be up to me how things develop, there's a lot of unanswered questions, there will definitely be a lot of unexpected things both good and bad and I'm prepared for that, but I will focus on the positive and enjoy every day as it comes.

I have many projects I'm working on and look forward to to see the outcome I might share a photo when they are ready. 

LOVE TO YOU ALL 

AND A REALLY HAPPY NEW YEAR ❤️

I'm a survivor

Like the rose on this photo I'm a survivor, no matter how hard my life has been I have like this rose broke every wall that became in my way, somehow I knew that it was not my destiny to be living a simple, closed life, so I broke out, I'm so proud of myself and what I have achieved in my life.

I've always had this vision about my life and how I wanted it to be, and this vision, in spite of all I have been throug kept me alive, it has never left me and I remember when things were very hard and it was olmost impossible to hold on to this vision,  I could block everything around me, and step into my own world there my vision was very alive.

Those who are going through hard times, and they feel like nothing is going the right way, don't give up and most of all don't let enything ore anyone stop you from living your life to the fullest, and you feel it's right for you, you know best, I knew best and that's way I'm were I'm, I feel that my life has a great purpose and my goal to always be the best version of myself, has done me to the person I'm today, always been able to see people like they are without judgment, always been able to say I'm sorry, admit my mistakes and try me best to learn from them.

The biggest challenge in all this has been learning not assume that all people have the same criteria or goals in life, be aver around people if they sow dishonesty or unfairness the first time, don't assume they will chance, my thought has always been that all people are good and wants the best for you as for them self, but unfortunately thats not the case, I have so many bad experience from people I thought were good honest people but they turned out to be the opposite, so be aware don't let people hurt you our take your dreams and vision away from you, and always be the best version of your self.

LOVE ONE ANOTHER AND RESPECT TO OTHERS.💕

I told my story...

I know there are some people that have known me all me live that are very surprised over my story about me childhood I don't blame them, it was a big secret, it wasn't something I talked about, even though I knew it would help me, the shame was bigger than that.

But now I have told the secret and it is a great relief, but at the same time I have been thinking a lot about how people take it, will they judge me, will they think,  ooo thats the reason why se is like this,   that explains way se did this, To them I say, please don't, I'm how I'm because I'v been trough all this in my life, I have a incredibly great sympathy with people, wants to help everyone, I know it's because I myself have been trough all this and have had to work myself out of it, that has given me so much understanding over for others, especially children are in my heart I'm very good with children there is something with me and children that is so magnificent I just love working with them I'm able to understand each one of them, and thats my gift after all I have gone through, I'm so thankful for that and I can not think of anything other than working with children. I understand now that my need may have arisen because I wanted to be there for the children if they needed someone to listen to them, and I know that I have helped many children I have worked with.

So please do not judge those who dare to tell their story, listen give a hug and be there for them.

BE BRAVE THERE IS A LOT OF LOVE OUT THERE.💓

We got a gift......

We got a gift and this gift is the EARTH this gift is very valuable and important, so what do we do with a very valuable important gift? I think that we would do everything to protect it, we would use all the knowledge we have to protect this precious gift, and indeed I believe that this was our sincere intent, we just didn't  know better, and there was a another big problem with this gift we were not the only ones that got it, there were many millions of people that got it to, and some of them knew much less than we how they should handle the gift to keep it save, is that their fault. I don't think so, they just dit what was the norm were they came from, they can learn that's the great think about them, and then they can pas it on to the next generation,  then there are thous who do not have any interes in the gift that just think it's there because it always has been there for them to use, they will not pass anything good or positive about the gift to their next generation, thats something to think about how can we get to these people how can we open their eyes get them inspired so that they can see the beauty and the importance in the gift and to protect it, thats a huge task, then there is another group of people they are not so many as the other groups, but they are perhaps the most difficould ones, they think they got the gift so they could make a lot of money so they are in this for the profit, thats very, very dangerous for the gift, thats in fact going to destroy the gift if they keep on, they got to be stopped, and now I come to the part that kept me awake, I will not believe what Greta Thunberg 

say in a tv sow the other day, that the older generation don't care because they will be dead before all the bad things will happen for the gift, so naive can grown op people not be, I'm this generation se is preferring to, and I'm devastated over the thought that me grand children will not enjoy this beautiful gift as I have, if the profit is so important for this few people then we the majority must take action, and then I mean not just the young people we the older generation must unite with them.

And please do not forget that there are still beautiful things out there just look at the picture above the raindrops and the leaf is in perfect harmony💦

And just to avoid any misunderstanding, 

I ADMIRE GRETA THUNGBERG SHE IS SO BRAVE AND POWERFUL SO NO WONDER YOUNG PEOPLE LOOK UP TO HER.👏👏

a lazy day..

Is that allowed,  to have a lazy day? you have no energy to do anything, is that were you should look inside and be worried about depression and should go to the  psychologist?

I don't think so that's absolutely OK to just lie on the couch our wandering about in the nature which is very relaxing for me, and I feel that it's healthy every now and then it's fine to  have no commitment, other then just flow with the day and enjoy it, I think it's our body telling us that now we have to stop, relax and charge the batteries.

It's taking me many ears to learn this and to listen to my body, when I'm in this mood I still heave to tell myself, it's OK to be there, I don't have to build up guilt I don't have to answer to anyone other then myself, and the funny think about these days is that afterwards I'm full of new ideas, energy and can't wait to be able to get started on the this new ideas.  

To day is on of these days and I'm struggling to enjoy it, not feeling guilt and fill me with negativity but giving my body permission to gather energy to my next project.

ENJOY THE DAY WHERE EVER YOU ARE.😘

the beast must be forgiven....

I have written before about forgiveness and how important it is to forgive so you can live a happy successful live, and that is indeed the truth,  but the last weeks I'v been thinking about my forgiveness, have I forgiven the beast? memories have been popping up in my head, not very blesant ones, but ones I have to take a stand to if I'm going to be able to forgive the beast, 

Forgive, that I had to hide op on a ice-cold attic in my pyjamas, praying that the beast would not find out and listening to every sound of it hoping that it would fall a sleep, 

Forgive that I had to go to school many times with out any sleep and absolutely not being able to do my home work (it was there I found out that putting up a poker face was the best way to survive the school)

Forgive having had to protect my mother many times from being strangelt or beaten sometimes so badly that she had to go to the emercency room, a child can only do so much.

Forgive the beast that in the middle of the night we had to run for our lives barefoot in pyjamas in the snow and hide us on the other side of the house, whyle the beast walked roaring about I the house.

I could go on and on in writing horrible things I have to forgive the beast, I've gone over this thing so many times in my life and it has made my angry upset and sad, why didn't anyone stop this or se that there was something terrible wrong in my home, this should not have been a family secret, but these were the days....

Now its my life I deserve to forgive the beast and make peace with it and my self,  these memories  much not have so much impact in my life anymore.

I will be able to forgive one day.

Beautiful day to you all my friends. 😌

SOME PICTURES TO MAKE YOUR DAY.